Barely a month ago she was hospitalized, and now she is back to having high fever and coughin. I am mad, I am tired and I am surefly fed-up as hell. No one in my house is sick, nor have fever or coughin or flu, and wherelse could she get it IF not from the babysitter(bbstr) place. Of course, some would say, kalau nak sakit tu, sakit jugak. Yes, I know.. but if only the bbstr could take extra precaution (she sounded sickly lately) and take less kids to take care of.I know I’m selfish for saying that, but I can’t help it. I won’t go further details of our current bbster, but one thing for sure, we’re seriously thinking of changing to a new one (which I’m sure it’s not going to be an easy transition, since Mia is not fond of new faces) . sigh.
Deep down in my heart, I felt a little envy with friends who have mother or MIL, or even maid to specially take care of their kid(s). Don’t get me wrong, my envy are in a good way. How would I not be jealous knowing the child are being taken care by their own flesh and blood lovingly, at the expense of their very own home, if not a dedicated caretaker ,while we are left with a bbstr who sometimes don’t quite lift up to my liking.I know, I’m b*tching bout her right now because I know it felt good to have someone to blame at, but of course, I take it as God are testing us with this dugaan.
And don’t say why not leave my daughter with my mom or my in laws. The husband and I both do not agree with the idea AT ALL. Biar la susah senang bersama-sama. Besides, pa and ma are an avid traveller & golfer, and I wouldn’t want to burden them, tho’ they do love their only grandchild unconditionally. Besides, I believe this is their time to enjoy their golden years doing what they enjoy most together. As for the MIL, also, too far away from KL, plus, she has two cucu to be taken care of. Kecian orang tua jaga budak kecik.I’ve seen it, and poor her. And why not take a maid? Well, i have my personal reason for that. Just Not now.
All been said, we took Mia to see her paed today, and doc. prescribe her with antibiotic together with othr med. We still have her left over ubat at home, we just thought it’ll be wiser to have extra for the in-case scenario. Just momment ago, hubby uploaded pictures taken last weekends. FYI, Mia was fine at that point of time, her fever very pelik, only comes during night or late evening. As usuals, hangin out with the Modds and the Milkmonster family are always fun!fun!fun!