yes,the first thot when i woke up in the mornin,im countin…another x-day to go.it has started since the day i took up my leaves.
so,today..to clear up mymind or rather,to keep mymind ‘busy’,i went to the infamous furniture store around town.after sendin hubba hubba to his office,i zoom up to d place.yupp,all by myself.it’s ok once awhile bein on my own..besides,i can takeup my own sweeeeeet time browsin around and do a lil’ window shoppin?.
just as i expected,there were lots of ladies in store,i.e the housewifes,mom wif kids,pregnant woman…and the pensioners!interestin sight i tell yah.then,it hit me.it got me thinkin,can i ever be a housewife?a stayhome mom?
but,im pretty sure… it’s not an easy ‘job‘.i remembered ma’ once told me,she read it somewhr(i *think it was frm reader digest),one of the most stressful job is bein a housewife(next was taxi/bus driver!).woah..surprise uh?me too(at first).
then ma’ explain it to me,its true.it can be quite stressful at times.she herself is a housewife and a mother of 4,thats consider a fulltime job!!no manuals,no practical,no nothin.it’s was all…on her own.cleanin-washin-cookin-drivin,name it,she done it all.those days,manader bibik,but ofcoz we did hv a day-in helper,but only tookup the swipin+cleanin up the hse.
ma’ was one hella’ strong(physically+emotionally) woman.tho’ once awhile we do get scream/shout at for misbehave or simply bein degil,she never gave up on us.she was indeed a strict mother,but a loving one.
and now as im approchin into motherhood realsoon,im begin to understand MORE how much ma’ has make sacrifices the 4ofus,she is indeed a supermom.
waaaaaaa…now i miss my mom soo soo much.
*ma pa..cepatlah balik sini!